14.

I love walking. I went for 2 super long walks today, and they made me feel happier and more energetic and calm than I have in such a long time, it was absolutely GORGEOUS outside! I was thrilled, and it is supposed to be even nicer out the rest of the week. and it is supposed to be 17-20 tomorrow afternoon in winnipeg, which works out fabulously for me since im moving into my brand new apartment!! im thrilled because its the first time ill actually get to technically live and fend completely on my own!!! i am so pumped. yes i said pumped. that is the degree of excitement i am at. its 860 sq ft. 2 bedrooms, insuite laundry which is actually the big thing that makes me thrilled and happy hahaha. It also has a balcony which is nice since i like being outside when i can.

I am starting to honestly believe time heals everything, because im starting to feel less guilty about everything and starting to forgive others, and nothing has really changed by the date hahaha. anyways i should clean here then get to bed <3
Life is hard but it always goes on.
C'est la vie <3
xoxox

13.

So I have been having major mental conflicts, about everything. Do I want to be back in a relationship? Do I want to be Single? Do I want to go to school? Do I want to work for another year? Do I want to travel? Do I want to live at home? No. Can i afford to move out on my own? No. CONFLICTED CONFLICTED. I need a therapist.